Monday, December 24, 2012


unwife. verb.
opposite of wife. verb. 
in order to unwife a woman, a male human first has to wife her. he wifes her by declaring her his wife, as opposed to his girlfriend, mistress, etc.
once he has found someone else to come home to, the male will unwife the wifed woman in much the same lack of ceremony in which he initially wifed her. whether he tells her, or whether he waits until she asks him, is a question of his integrity, honor, and hustlership. a more experienced male, aka Man, will be ceremonious about it. a small scale wanna-be thugster will clandestinely switch and let the "bitch" find out.

Sunday, December 23, 2012


papa'akin. noun.
term of endearment from venus to mars. a papa'akin can be anything from a happy hustler who wins with smiles and charm doing no harm, to a pogocious player who breaks hearts so sweetly that the shards dance salsa around him, to a polished metrodude with a soul of gold. can't be mad at him long, but he'll try your patience until your temples pop.

now let's use it in a sentence:
"a paved #paradise will pull a papa'akin up."

created by luna_o in the years of grunge, when teen spirit still smelled, after years of misheard lyrics from joni to janet to amy.  

Friday, December 21, 2012


b'zhoolee. noun. 
term of endearment for a unique male person in a powerful, wild, usually older female's life. the male is untamed, but extremely self-controlled. wildly creative, his energy sends him beyond the stratosphere but he recedes into earth's core to regenerate and come to his true self. he is stronger than his fears, but he holds on to those fears as boundaries. all this makes him dear to her, because it reflects her own substance and spirit. a b'zhoolee is a man who brings out all aspects and living forms of womanhood in her. contrary to others, a b'zhoolee might risk a lot but is always aware of what is at stake. ultimately, his leaps propel himself, her, and their connection forward in an upward spiral towards freedom, eden, and fulfillment.

opposite: vesclub clenceno.
created by luna_o on the day the world un-apocalypsed, again, because everyone misread ancient scriptures, again.

Thursday, December 20, 2012

#freedom & #paradise

when i sawmy pics tagged #freedom and #paradise... moved me... to think...this...

#freedom and #paradise are simpler than alaska but easy here

#freedom is mine as i let go of controlling anything and anyone but me

even though someone else gives me
makes me
even though i look forward to spending time with that one
even though no one else makes me feel this way
even though no one else continues to bring out my smile so surely
even though i don't want to miss any moment of togetherness with him

i know i will live if he decides to take all of this away.

i know that the sun will make my eyes sparkle in winter
i know that the moon will stir my imagination any time
i know that a warm breeze will feel like a hug even in solitude
i know that the ocean will always excite me
i know that even without books and the internet

i can go ogle over my doorstep and find magnificence
i can dance through my own world's wide web and be tense as a tightrope with hunger for more knowledge
i can talk to strangers and listen to their stories
i can stand on my head and look at the water faucet upside down
just for perspective

as long as my mind is somewhat obedient to my will

#freedom is mine.

#paradise is
opening my eyes
deciding that my cup is half and filling
hope never dies
dark days help with light appreciation
poverty is relative
bitter winds are here to keep us inside and introspective
remembering #freedom
& that #loving does not depend on receiving #love

as long as i stay free

#paradise is mine.

and both are yours as well.

Wednesday, December 12, 2012


i'd rather fly with you thru hell
than be alone in heaven

when things here seemed to go so well
we fell
up to sky seven

flew then into abysmal light
where darkness' sleight slights
and fights
my knight's night
so i smite
its might
and let my passion leaven
the dough of soul's glow
until we rise
and feed

i will never desert u.

but i need to get out of this funk. don't leave me.

i won't.

don't change your number.

i won't.

love me.

i will. i am.

i will be back.

but then, u dive.

lost in that space again, only my heart knows where.

yes, i still feel u. now and again. no longer asking when
because the demons u see do not exist
as they did not exist then
when he called u

universe:  what is the lesson this time?

coming back 2u ... again?

but we never left.

no one ever loved me like mausebline does. keep him safe. pull him out.